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In less than 24 hours i would be considered 'free' because exams would be over and the dec hols BEGIN!!

But looking at my schedule for the month of dec, i'm starting to doubt if i really do have a holiday...

Here's how it goes

2nd Dec: Final paper ends at 3pm, celebratory dinner with the stats people, OCIP mtg from 7-9pm and dessert with the man comms group

3rd Dec: EXCO meeting to plan the events calendar for choir and budgeting

4th Dec: Prepare annual budget for choir and submit to ACF fin sec, pack for Cambodia

5th - 22nd Dec: Spent in Cambodia away from family and friends :( (though the ppl i'm going with are really cool too)

23rd Dec: Might go to Batam with Dopt but highly doubt so due to a secret mission which cannot be revelaed

24th Dec: Might be in Batam, but if i decide not to go will be in Spore conducting secret mission

25th Dec: Work!!! Double Pay Woo Hoo!

26th Dec: Woman's 21st party

27th - 30th Dec: Work

31st Dec: Zehra's New Year Paaaarty!!!

1st Jan: Work!!! Double Pay Woo Hoo!

2nd Jan: Work

3rd Jan: My one and only Me time

4th Jan: School Starts

Good luck to me.

Back to Stats. Eeeew

Shit!!!!

I'm in so freaking holiday mood that i can't bring myself to study stats!!!
Ughhhhh..

Social psych exam scared the living daylights out of me. I was kind of counting on social psych to give me an A- or at the very least a B+ but it looks like it's not going to happen anymore..The essay qns were so damn mind boggling that i couldnt even crap proper stuff out.
Jacq was sitting opposite me and she said that she can't help laughing when she looked at me cos my expression was that of an extremely preplexed one.

All i want now is for exams to END!!

Can't wait for freaking wed...

Say Helllllooo to the newly elected Finance Director of  the SMU chamber choir

Haha..Finance sth i thought i would never do. But i ran for it anyway. And the whole election process was soooo tough!
I felt like i was running for SMUSA or sth of that level.

First there was nominations where i had to receive sufficient nominations from the choir before i could run. Then i had to go through an interview with the current P and VP. Afterwhich i had to organize one of the choir gatherings during mid term break.Followed by a husting session where i had to give a 5min speech and was bombarded by questions from the rest of the choir. I still have one more step to go which is an interview session with Jen the conductor who will decide if i can do the job. And competition was really tough too, there were 12 people running for 7 positions. Phew!
 
If i was ever asked what is the accomplishment i am most proud of during an interview, it is so gonna be getting into the choir EXCO. I feel so relieved now that the whole thing is almost over. Not running for anything anymore after this

Ughhh

Mid-term break is overrrrrrr...

Why do holidays always pass by so quickly. My whole week was spent doing unproductive stuff. I woke up at 12pm almost everyday and binged on TV till 2am.

And here i am trying to rush assignments at the last minute.

I am such a procrasitnator.

Dreading school tomorrow...

2 weeks of school have passed and it was an interesting 2 weeks for me. I have been playing quite a bit instead of studying which is baaaaad. Anyway i told myself to be serious from this week on.

Went for freshmen bash last thursday. I was totally fooled by my freshies. I didn't know they were such party animals. We went to this shop near holiday inn where this aunty sold really cheap liquor(e.g. Chivas@38).She even provided us with a free bottle of coke with cups to go along. Anyway we went to the river behind zouk where i was forced to drink despite my loud protests. The majority of us were like really high before we even entered Zouk, with the exception of the freshie who fed us with the alcohol. By the time we entered, the dancing had just begun and somehow in my highness i ended up dancing on the freaking podium for a signifcantly long time with some of my freshies as well as ALONE!!!! But, as embarrasing as it was, i had lots of fun during bash but i shall not allow myself to be manipulated by my freshies anymore.

And on Saturday, i went on a 70km bicycle ride around Singapore and just died doing that. It was a really interesting experience but i will never be caught riding a bicycle for 70km again! I think i pulled a muscle on my right thigh. It hurts so bad that i can't even lift my right leg. I pray it recovers quickly...

And my KL/Malacca trip with the programs people was awesomeness!! Had a good laugh during the whole trip with all the progs people.But i'm too lazy to chronicle it.

Oh ya and my 21st party. Well i guess the guests had a whole lot of fun at my expense all thank to the crazy programs people. I'm so gonna get my revenge on their 21st birthday parties.

The summer hols has been a really fun and fruitful one and i'm really sad it's over. Anyway it's time to get serious and get back to studying. I'm gonna sleep

Tatas

I'm like officially 21...

My party is in like 18 hous time and i'm yet to write my birthday speech and i've a million and one things to do tmr..

I can't believe i'm freaking 21..My birthday wish this year would be for someone to invent the time machine before i'm freaking 22.

Yes! That will be it.

K i'm just rambling here..no inspiration to write anything. Maybe after tmr after i get over the shock of 21.

Day 1 of Quarantine has ended and day 2 has begun, I'm not sure if i will be able to survive today. The home has always been a hotel to me since the hols. But now it is my prison.

How the freaking hell am i going to deal with this quarantine till Friday. Seriously?/?

Anyway...Here are some daily quarantine entries which keep me going...

Day 1 of Quarantine:

 

My facial hair has grown a little bit... No need to shave ba.. after all I'm so far from civilization =[ I've accomplished nothing today.. but hopefully, tomorrow I can find some flint to sharpen so I can cut my hair. I'm losing my ability to speak so tomorrow I'm going to practice talking to those tall brown things with green fluff at the top.

 

Mood: =_=" ~*yawn*

ams' day one of quarantine

 

spent the whole day watching how dead pple died online today.

apparently more pple died in TV series then from H1n1.

maybe they should quarantine david boreanaz and and adam rodriguez in with me so that they can make me feel like this swine flu threat is REALLY real.

tommorrow, i shall watch more light hearted things so that i can take away my gloom of being quarantined from such a deadly disease. like harper's island. AND SAW I, SAW II, and SAW III. such cheer.

 

MOOD: sianz.... T_T

I think i shall write up something like that for my day 2 entry :)
Gonna watch Harper's island and Grey's tomorrow. Really sets the tone for the rest of quarantine days.

 

Both mock camps are over and the socsc obviously triumphed FTB cos there was midnight suppers and sleeping in air-con rooms :)
haha..

But FTB mock camp was fun in its own way as well. They were really on the opposite ends of each other which sometimes makes me think if i'm suffering from split personality or sth..

Anyway...i'm not so broke anymore and i'm amazed at my time management. I think.Well erm..maybe not. I told shan that i will give her my free dates but i haven't, but that's because i haven't gotten my work schedule...And i haven't had my brewerkz session with the women and tk, and i only had dinner with woman once since she came back from Aussie. But other than that i'm jugging my stuff well.

I think :)

Anyways..Going to go swimming tmr after missing it last week..Can't wait to touch the water again. EXERCISE Wheeee!!!

And my life maybe boring like shit, but i'm happy :)

Oh holy moly..Its June 17!!! 1 more month to dooms day...
argrrrr turning 21 is my worst nightmare ever... I don't want to grow olddddd :(

I have decided....

To have a birthday party.

After all the constant nudging from mummy, aunt and friends...

As much as i dread 21, might as well use it as an excuse to party right??? And finish it off with a bang.

But i have no idea how i'm gonna do it..lol

I think i still have a little more time..Have been researching on locations. Now i just need to call and get a quote.

I think the more difficult part is the entertaining..But i will deal with that later after i assemble my team of party planners...haha

Anyway, my whole of June is totally taken up by camps, work and woman 27. It's really quite scary looking at my schedule. Never had a holiday packed to the brim before. Hope i dont die from exhaustion or something.

Oh oh oh and i have finally learnt how to swim... Yay for me! Well only the free-style but at least it's something. And swimming once every week also means exercise. So double yay. Can't wait to learn the frog-style and i think i will continue with intermediate lessons to improve my swimming skills and get more exercise.

This holiday is proving to be a fruitful one and i'm happy : )

Missing the poly peeps though. You guys are the only people whom i haven't seen in like months!!! Get together soon k? Hui shan you plan. Thank You!!!

Ros: Vitya!!! So long since i saw you!!!
Me: Ros!! Yea i know..You became thinner!!
Ros: Do you have a bf??
Vitya: Err..No
Ros:I see...So you are still a slut.

In 6 hours i will be freed from the evil clutches of SMU. 

5 months of bliss before surrendering back to school.

Yes! Yes! Yes!

P.S. Not really freed actually, since i'm doing summer term and getting involved in social science and FTB camp. But nevertheless it's still the HOLIDAYS...

Guess what? I think i'm like 90% officially an SMU student.

You know why? It's because i reached home at 3am on a bloody monday morning that's why. And you know what? i have to leave again in about 3.5hours for my LTB final presentation which was the reason i reached home at 3am.

Ohhh and the reason i left the 10% out is because of the fact that i didn't actually stay over. That's the ultimatum.

I may be whining but i still LOVE my LTB group ok..They are the best. haha

Ya. Was called to go back to school at about 10pm because the rest of the team felt they couldn't finish the portfolio in time. So i gave up on writing my reports and essay, cos the guilt of not being with my team was killing me, and i got my dad to drive me to school cos he was going to the airport from some work stuff anyway.

Was glad i went cos i saw how shagged some of them were and felt really happy that i was able to help them out.

Anyway i can't wait for presentation tmr. It is really mind-blowing and i can't wait to see the reaction of the class at our presentation. Mua ha ha..

My LTB group really rocks man!!!

Since Randy asked me to blog about it i shall...

I just came back from supper.

Yup that's all. Haha.

Ok no laaaaa..

I think it's been a long time since i had a thing called supper. All because of my LTB mates.

Wanted to go home initially, cos thought of starting on my LTB learning journal and AS homework but then meeting ended at 10pm and

Tommy and Randy were like 'let's go for supper!!!' and 

I was like 'NO!!! i must go home do work' and

they went 'Aiya 30mins only just go drink tau huay then go home la'

i went 'NO! cannot '(listing the number of essays i had to write) and then

Randy said the magic word of 'i will drive you home' and i was defeated.

Ya so in the end we went to mong kok for dim sum instead of rochor and we spent more than 30mins on supper and i reached home at 1.30 am with nothing accomplished.

yay for me!!!

Bloody SMU!!

I need a date and in about 5 months time.

XX is coming back from aussie mid june and we are supposed to go on a quadruple date together with yj and tk. Everyone has a bf but me!!! how how how??? I'm the only singleton left.

Ok school end in April so i will only have 2 months to scout for one. People help me!!! A stand in will do too....

Ok, i just completed 2 meetings and a very stimulating lunch session with 2 of my LTB mates and their friends. As of now i am BRAIN DEAD...

My goodness, it really is the most stimulating lunch session i ever had, the 5 of us were arguing regarding the Darwin's theory of evolution and the survival of the fittest for about 1 hour plus, and naturally i think i kind of won (haha), because the other party could no longer rebutt my points, but it was more like a no win no lose kind of thing because i think we failed to define certain terms in the first place. Ok i think its time for me to stop now.

But i really enjoyed the conversation or rather argument we had, it was really stimulating and enriching, and its the kind of thing you would never see me doing during lunch/dinner usually.

Gosh! the SMU culture is getting to me..

Anyway, ya i haven been updating not because i'm busy but because i'm lazy. I'm like so freaking lazy this term, its unbelievable, my grades are so gonna be disgusting.

And i have broken all my New Year Resolutions, i have been late for almost every lesson, i have not made any plans to go to the gym, i haven't really participated in class yet, i'm lazy in my work, i'm still spending money like i'm a millionaire..

Like seriously, why did i even bother to come up with resolutions? I don't know.

Anyway, i'm gonna get back to my RMSS research and hypothesis, going to play pool with kwek later and then there is the social science networking session with graduates.

Bye Bye

Uzai!! Its a new word i learnt from my jap colleague at PM. It is kind of an expression more than a word, and its being used more frequently by the younger generation. It kind of means shut up or get lost, usually used by someone who is irritated by another person or thing.

So anyway i'm irritated because school starts tmr and i have mixed feelings. I've been working continuously since the 2nd week of dec except for my short holiday to KL(which i enjoyed only partially), shall bitch abt that later... and i guess i havent really been going out that much with my friends(or maybe it just isnt enough for me)

Xx i really miss you. If you were here i would have tonnes of impromptu dinner sessions with u and im sure we would have gone out during the new year.

Oh and i guess the year 2008 was a great year for me..It was a year of many firsts.

1) The 1st time i learnt how to cycle
2) The 1st time i stayed over at a chalet (well with friends)
3) The 1st time i got drunk and blacked out due to a drinking game which i played like a bimbo
4) The 1st time i won a game of mah jong. drunk (i'm just so proud of that)
5) The 1st time i had a proper job,with proper pay for about 6 months (which i have squandered away at present)
6) The 1st time i had to send a best friend off to a foreign country for her studies
7) The 1st time i learnt how to drive (and failed while doing so)
8) The 1st time i gambled in a game of mah jong (and actually won)
9) The 1st time i went to Zouk (though i didnt actually club and i wasnt checked for my i/c while all my friends behind got checked..  
     How's that for a 1st time? Mua ha ha)
10) I do not wish to reveal ( will i remember what it was years later? I dont know, maybe not i think. Time will tell : ) )

Anyway, i was happy with 2008. I'm not sure what's in store for 2009 but, it marks the beginning of the prime of my life and a whole new decade which i have to treasure, because i jolly well know its gonna fly by so fast i would never know what hit me.

So here are my resoultions for 2009..

1) To be early for my morning lessons in school
2) Participate more in SMU activities
3) Do well in my studies
4) Find a boyfriend (haha(its a cynical laugh by the way))
5) Earn more spend less (ha! like that would ever happen)
6) Go to the gym and flatten that obscenely huge tummy of mine (trust me even my parents complain of the tummy of mine)
7) Go on a overseas trip with  group of friends
8) Get connected with my spirtiual side again and go out for more gakkai activities (which i have neglected)

Well lets not be too ambitious, we'll see how well i fulfil the above-mentioned resoultions and plan for the next year.

Wheeeee!!! I will be in the bus on the way to KL in abt 3hrs time...Phew!!! i have been waiting for this day to come since forever..

I need my break after slogging it out at work the past 2 weeks..

Man..I feel like i have been working for like months already. I remember last sat when it was my off day, i was calculating how much i had earned and i was like..Wait a minute. I have been working only for 6 days, what am i calculating for? Like seriously, it really really felt like a month and not a week..

Anyways class gathering was alright...Visited Joanne's house for the first time after knowing her for so long and me,jo,tk and her boyfriend played mah jong(with money) and I WAS THE BIG WINNER!!!!

Woo Hoo!!! I'm so proud of myself.. haha..I refused to play money at the beginning due to dreadful expriences in the past and was coerced into it and for the 1st time i actually won...

Ok i've got to get my beauty sleep, have to wake up in 2 hours..

Alas 4 days of shopping,eating and relaxation far far away from work, school and the bustling citylife of Singapore( KL is a bustling city too, but whatever..)

Adios : )

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!

I am so so so so ANGRY!!!!! Arggrrrrr...This so irritating!!!!

I just got my BGS results and i only needed 2, freaking 2 more marks and i get an A-.... 2 bloody more marks!!!
Arrrrrrr....

I dont want B pluses..I got a B+ for my psych too...Give me an A people..What i want is an A... Why is it so difficult to get an A around here?

Its just 2 marks why can't they round it up or some thing? Raow!!!!

I dont care!!! I better get an A soon or i will not study anymore...

Where is my A????

Give me 1 A and no Cs and i'll be a happy girl!!!

Shoot!!!
 
I'm broke.... I've run out of money..Damn.. Can't believe it..All thanks to failing bloody driving, i have to put in another 300 bucks for my next test..Raow!!!

I'm starting work again next week..but i would only get my pay on Jan..I'm so dead man..How am i going to fund all my gatherings with the various groups of friends and my meals at work?

Ahhhhhhh!!!!

And then there is shopping!! How do you go shopping with no money, and its the holidays!!! How do you survive not shopping during the holidays???? Argggrrrrr..

But nvm, i'm going to go to KL with my parents, i'll just do my shopping there and squeeze money out of them..Mua ha ha..
Oh and i have a $100 Top Shop voucher which the optoms gave me as my bday present. Yes Yes Yes!!!

All is not lost yet..

But i still need money to fun all my gatherings and i also need to go drink with tze kee.. Ahhh I'll just have to deal with that later..

Can't wait for Hui Shan's chalet on Sat and Sun.. Yes time to go cycling again and Wild Wild Wet..Yay!!!

Anyway i calculated and did u know i spent almost 70 bucks on just tidbits during the exams?? I'm so dead man. How do i get all that junk out of my body? You know, i've always told myself that i would got to the gym or go run around the neighbourhood or some other sort of exercise, but till now i've not done anything like that..Wait till i get all fat and chubby one day and then my superego will tell my ego i told you so..(ok i seriously have to stop using all this psych terms..its driving me crazy).

Oh and i really really hate this feeling of not having any money.It makes me soooo powerless..Shit man i think i've become more materalistic ever since i started working... 9 months ago while i was working consistently, i could buy anything and everything i wanted. Everytime i spent money i did not have to worry cos money would just keep flowing in month after month, but then again i didnt have much time to spend the money i earned because i was busy working. I only had like 1 off day per week (like seriously how much can u spend in 1 day).

And then school started and im now broke, and it sucks to be broke.

I failed my driving test...Hai.. I just can't believe it.. I was so perfect in the circuit, but when i went onto the road, i guess i was a bit too impatient to finish the whole course which led me to make 2 supremely major mistakes...Disappointed

Today is the last day of exams but my spirits are dampened because of my failure...Argrrrrr...

Not really in a mood to write much..my next test date is on the 22nd Jan, its soooo far away.. I want to drive my dad's car (as much as i hate his car). Its just so convenient, i could use his car to go to work on the weekends.. Ah well, its over no point crying over spilt milk..

I will just have to do better the next time round : ) I shall not be defeated..